Monday, June 13, 2022

The Real Johnny Depp

OMFG! I'm not even 10 mins into this audio recording and I hear the part where Johnny's been talking and I'm totally tracking what he's saying and he is exactly the kind of man I would want to be with, to just be with to talk and share this thing called life. Then at 9:25 I can hear it in his voice that exact moment when he knows there is zero connection with her when she corrected him about how he said he loves her by pointing out he had said "loved" when he was referring to why he proposed to her. I've been in arguments with people just like her. Or have listened to the likes of Newt Gingrich and been entirely gaslit about the condition of my impoverishment. It was systematic verbal abuse. As for Amber, there is zero connection with her on any level except a deep-seated desire to get away from her. I listen to Johnny and he feels like home. Someone to curl up with and meet each day as partners like Kurt and Goldie who have been together for 39 years and all the other fortunate people who have found good partners. The man is totally present. It's how he is. I could give him my heart, my soul, and it would be safe with him. I am so sorry he went through all that and I'm very glad he won his case and got his life back. I hope he finds someone who he would be safe with. He sure deserves it.